Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in lordyuric's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]

Monday, November 17th, 2008
4:22 am	Decent night, decent times I actually had a fairly great night tonight. Things were laid back and there wasn't much tension. I know I've been pissing my friends off because I haven't been attending every planned happening. But some of it hasn't sounded as appealing, or I've had conflicting plans. Additionally, I've stated that I don't want to miss out on life because of a TV show, so I chose to hang out with people rather than watch a TV show that I can watch some other time. I baked a bunch of chicken so I could make chicken fettucini alfredo, but I ended up simply eating some of the chicken and not making the noodles or sauce. Now I'm hungry. I feel like reading. I wish Jason Logan had remembered the Green Lantern graphic novels he was going to loan me, but he didn't. Also, I haven't been able to go to Barnes and Nobles to buy the new book I want. I'll just read something that's been sitting around here for a while that I haven't gotten around to reading yet. Nine Inch Nails on Thursday. It's going to rock so fucking hard. I'm super excited. I saw Buckcherry, Shinedown and Avenged Sevenfold last night. That was a decent concert. "College students" don't make a good audience though. Very little moshing. Not much energy from the audience, even though it was huge. I'm going to go read now. *poof* I'm gone. Current Music: Shinedown - Fly from the Inside (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 1st, 2008
2:59 am	Stuff about Halloween and music Andi's (and Mike's) Halloween party was actually fairly fun. Much more fun than I expected and that's awesome. Unfortunately, the night died down fairly early. Andi's people left early, but that's to be expected, because they're old. Mike's sister and her boyfriend left early, but that's fine because no one cared that they were there. Curt (the artist that's drawing the comic Mike and I are writing) continues to increase his coolness as we hang out. His girlfriend (who I nicknamed T-Rex) turned out to be really cool and likes being named T-Rex. His sister, who is a fairly hot redhead turned out to be a "nerd whore." One of those girls that likes to hang out with nerds and say things that make them think of her in a sexual way. Even with the as much as I'd had to drink, that's not cool. It's just lame. Anyway, Curt's crew left at about 10:30 because his sister was tired. T-Rex was basically begging Curt to stay and Curt wanted to, but his lame ass sister was whining a bunch. So at midnight, it was Kelsey, Jason Logan, Mike, Andi, Dr. Jones and I. Andi had baked me a cake and they all sang to me. I was really happy and it made me feel really loved. Especially that it was Andi that baked the cake and we've had our differences in the past. Even recently. But she put forth effort to make sure my birthday was awesome. Dammit, gotta change the song. I don't want sad music on my birthday. There. It's all good now. I've been listening to some "punk" music recently. Old Green Day, old Offspring, and Bad Religion. I'm up to 24.2 gigs of music. Exact details on that: 6622 songs. 223 artists. 666 albums (neat). 18 days, 16 hours, 24 minutes and 16 seconds. Bands I have a lot of music from (and the number of songs): 294 - David Bowie 235 - Nine Inch Nails 209 - They Might Be Giants 190 - The Cure 172 - Marilyn Manson 131 - Korn 124 - Eminem 121 - Modest Mouse 110 - The Prodigy 108 - Front 242 105 - The Offspring 103 - My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult 102 - Primus 98 - (hed) p.e. 93 - System of a Down 91 - Front Line Assembly 88 - Floater 87 - Green Day 86 - Beck 85 - Whitesnake 81 - The Presidents of the United States of America 79 - Foo Fighters 71 - Bauhaus 71 - Powerman 5000 70 - Nirvana My Final Thought: Leather pants are awesome to wear. Current Music: The Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 11th, 2008
7:08 pm	The Story of Captain Lookatmeinmywhitesuv So I had a fairly entertaining day. Went to garage sales in the morning. Intended to grill out with friends in the evening. It's 6:30 and I'm not grilling out. Why? Mike told me to leave. Mike was right in doing so. One thing I agree with above the whole "bros before hos" is that you always stand up for your girlfriend when it's crunch time. Andi was upset and didn't want me around, so Mike did the right thing by telling me to leave. So now you want to know what happened? Follow me: Jonah and I stop by HyVee and get brats, buns and drinks. We head over to Andi's to meet with everyone for an evening of grilling and good times. On the way, about 2 blocks from Andi's, some asshole is parked crookedly in the street taking up 2/3 of the street. We have to drive on the wrong side of the road and barely fit past him. He didn't even acknowledge that there was an oncoming vehicle. I do the reasonable thing and flip him off. His wife and kids are outside and they see it, but Captain Doesntfuckingpayattention doesn't. Jonah and I pull up at Andi's and greet everyone. I have enough time to tell them that I'm in a trouble making mood and I've been laughing at everyone we've seen. Then some vehicle pulls up and some guy starts walking up the drive way. Everyone's confused and asking "who's this guy?" I recognize the vehicle and say "Oh, this is the asshole I just flipped off." Captain Thinkshesintimidating then tries to talk shit and threatens me. Great threats included "I wanna break this chair and stab you with it," "I've got 6 years of ranger school, what the fuck do you have?" and "you don't do that in front of my wife and kids. You don't even own your own house." Long story short, Captain Isntcatchingonthatimnotintimidated keeps moving closer over the course of this 5 or so minute argument until he's up in my face. He's probably assuming he's going to intimidate me at this point because he's a big dude, but fuck him. I'm not backing down, I'm not apologizing, and I wasn't wrong. He keeps telling me to just let it go so I can enjoy my Saturday night and not ruin it. I keep telling him to let it go and to leave so I can enjoy my Saturday night. So he finally leaves. I go to put a brat on the grill and continue with my night because that asshole means nothing to me. He's a funny story. Something I can write about and laugh about. Mike and Trish get pissed at me right away and tell me I should have just apologized. Fuck that guy though. I'm not giving him the satisfaction. Jonah speaks up and says that the guy was taking up too much of the road and deserved it. Then Mike tells me and Jonah both to leave. Jonah finishes his cigarette and I gather my stuff. I apologize to Mike and Andi separately for bringing this to them. Mike tells me to ask Andi if she wants me to leave. I don't. I just leave. Yeah, I'm slightly upset that none of my friends stood by me except Jonah. Yeah, I'm kinda upset that my friends all assume that asshole was right in threatening me. They know me and they know that I will confront people. This includes flipping someone off if they're being an asshole on the road and not apologizing to people that don't deserve it. I feel bad that I fucked up their evening, if only for a little bit. I feel really bad that Jonah got kicked out with me when he did the right thing by standing up for me. I'm disappointed that I don't get to grill out or hand out with friends. Moral of the story: Some guy wanted to break a lawn chair and stab me with it. That's fucking funny. Current Music: That Handsome Devil - Damn Door (Comment on this)
Friday, October 10th, 2008
9:30 pm	A day at the pumpkin patch I went to the pumpkin patch with my mom, my sister, my step-sister, my two nieces and my nephew today. We had a great time. Nadia and Conner went down some slides and played in an inflatable jumper thingy. We all picked out pumpkins. We went through the "haunted cornfield," which was lame as hell and the kids laughed the whole time. My nieces are pretty much the greatest thing in the world. They make me super happy. Current Music: Blutengel - Lucifer (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
10:18 pm	Highlights of recent horror I've watched some pretty awesome horror films recently. Highlights from these movies include: A woman giving birth to an adult woman who once was a man that had a sex change and then got murdered. Peter Patrelli groping Alissa Milano before ripping her rib cage out. A woman beating more than 50 deranged clone/monsters to death with a pregnancy test. A pregnant woman getting kicked in the stomach by her sister 6 times. A ventriloquist's dummy getting a lap dance and then fucking the stripper. A woman coughing up more blood than she could even possibly have in her body. A man cut the skin from his torso and present it to a stripper as a coat for her to wear. A woman try to eat a handful of razor blades. Her jaw fell off, then her tongue fell off, then she died. Current Music: She Wants Revenge - Written in Blood (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 29th, 2008
7:15 pm	Rules from The Hotel I've been reading old writing and I happened upon the rules that we had posted at The Hotel. For those of you not in the know, The Hotel was a house that several of my friends and I rented. There were people constantly coming and going, there was rarely an hour that someone wasn't awake, and we spent most of our time fucking around and living like debaucherous college drop-outs. It was one of the best times in my life. Anyway, The Posp and I wrote a list of rules after living there for about 6 months. This is the list: Rules for all guests: 1. If you have a problem with anything we say or do, leave. 2. All guests must be approved by at least half of the residents 3. If a resident is going to bed with a chick, please make sure that at least half of the other residents approve of her for that resident. 4. You're not "seeing," "dating," or "going out with" anyone residing in the house or otherwise unless you've had sex with said person. Just because you've had sex, however, doesn't mean you are involved in a relationship with said person, either. 5. You must have seen "Strong Kids, Safe Kids" or be in the company of someone who has seen said video to enter The Hotel. This must be verified by a resident. Rules for Bitches 1. If you sleep here, it must be with someone who lives in the house, or you must submit a petition explaining why you should not sleep with a resident. This petition must be approved by all residents. Common excuses include: you dyking out, being ugly, or really being a man. 2. If you have not had sex in the last 15 minutes, you are a born again virgin. You may not enter The Hotel unless you are a virgin. 3. You don't have to be hot to get in the door, but how many ugly bitches do you see hanging around? So please, look in the mirror and then decide whether or not we'll appreciate your company here. 4. Giving us smokes, beer, food, drink, money, or washing our dishes may allow us to overlook certain rules and we will certainly invite you back, appreciate your actions, or just use you. 5. There is a one resident limit. DO NOT EVER have sex with or be involved with more than one resident. Period. (Past transgressions excluded.) Rules for Assholes 1. If you sleep here often enough, you will pay rent. 2. Don't fuck our bitches. Period. 3. Don't try to fuck us. Unless something drastically changes, we're all happily heterosexual. Current Music: Specimen - White Space (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008
10:23 pm	Nova I don't want to be Just another name I don't want to be A god damn memory I don't want to be Your secret thing I don't want to be A god damn memory Hide me from the light You know it's alright Hide in me tonight Your shadow in the dark Your sin on skin As you let me in in in in in Together we can go nova Burn out so bright Above it all below Together we can go nova Get lost in the light Insi-e-ide the glow I don't want to be Just another name I don't want to be A god damn memory I don't want to be Your secret thing I don't want to be A god damn memory Fade away It's slipping away Fade out As we burn out Fade away It's slipping away And we'll burn out This way Fade out It's slipping away Fade away It's slipping away And we'll burn out This way I don't want to be Just another name I don't want to be A god damn memory I don't want to be Your secret thing I don't want to be A god damn memory I'll be your sin on skin If you just let me in Your sin sin sin Your skin skin skin Your sin sin sin I don't want to be A god damn memory (Comment on this)
Monday, September 22nd, 2008
12:09 am	The Art of Dieing Beautifully I will hold you together While I fall apart With pieces of you While you fall apart With pieces of me While I fall apart Reach for me To hold you tight You don't want to die this way But I just might I just might Want to die with you tonight There's a light at the end of the tunnel But it's dark the whole way there I had a map But you burned it through I had a hand But you burned that too I can't hold you together While I fall apart I'm no stranger to This beautiful dieing art You can't hold it together While I fall apart Reach for me To hold you tight You don't want to die this way But I just might I just might Want to die with you tonight Current Music: Avenged Sevenfold - Strength of the World (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 18th, 2008
3:42 am	Slowly, but gladly I just spent the last 6 hours working on music for a song. In 6 hours, I've managed 71 seconds of the song. So I still have a lot of work to do, then vocals. It's coming so slowly. But I'll be glad when I get there. It's gonna rock. Current Music: Rilo Kiley - Rest of My Life (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 11th, 2008
1:23 pm	This is hopeful I'm not ready to die yet. There's too much more left to come. Open up and let it all in. Current Music: Sixx: A.M. - Dead Man's Ballet (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 6th, 2008
10:48 pm	Contrast I could just da-da-da-da-disappear. Is there anything left for me here? You don't want me. You don't want me. Outside it's all beautiful and blue. Inside Where I hide (I'm here all the time) I live in shades of gray But you only see (only see, only say, only want there to be) White and black Without me I'm everything Without me you here Without without without without Look deeper It's there (it'll always be there) On the in Wrapped within (I'll always be there) I could just da-da-da-da-disappear. Is there anything left for me here? You don't want me. You don't want me. Inside the case (just in case) To shelter, serve, save The light starts to fade (it won't go away) And everything's just Shades of gray I could just da-da-da-da-disappear. Is there anything left for me here? You don't want me. You don't want me. You don't want me. You don't want me. You don't want me. You don't want Current Music: Front Line Assembly - Condemned (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 4th, 2008
2:17 am	Lingering Having emotions and feelings is very intimidating. I smile. I'm happy. It ends. Simple sentences. I'm actually trying to find and experience happiness in several aspects of my life. I don't know if I'm ready to fail, but I'm trying anyway. Every sign that I might fail makes me question if it's worth trying. I eagerly continue anyway. Maybe all it takes to find happiness is the willingness to try. Maybe I'll fail and eat my words. I've always been prepared to fail. I think I may be prepared to succeed. Current Music: Nine Inch Nails - The Becoming (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 26th, 2008
8:57 pm	Needaheartorsuch I'm grabbing for every possible string to hold on to. Anything to give me strength To hold me up. To hold to together. To hold me. I think I'm falling apart. I think I already fell apart. This isn't loneliness. This is being alone. This isn't poetry. This is me. Inside. Current Music: Sixx A.M. - Life is Beautiful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
1:16 pm	Things You Need to Know, Part V Listening to power metal music gives one the power to fight a wyvern or a minotaur. Only if the music is good will it give one the power to win the fight. Current Music: Warlock - All We Are (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
11:16 am	Things You Need to Know, Part IV When broken down to their core components, cars are made entirely of copper and adhesive. Current Music: System of a Down - B.Y.O.B. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 3rd, 2008
8:23 pm	Things You Need to Know, Part III Hardcore bands play 2 hour sets. Always 2 hours. Because they're hardcore. Current Music: Iron Maiden - Run to the Hills (Comment on this)
Monday, July 28th, 2008
10:12 am	Things You Need to Know, Part II Fire engines have the ability to travel exactly two minutes back in time so that they are able to reach accidents before other emergency vehicles. I time traveling device takes two minutes to recharge, so it is impossibly to use a fire engine to travel more than two minutes into the past. Current Music: H-Blockx - Countdown to Insanity (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 26th, 2008
8:31 pm	Things You Need to Know, Part I I'm pretty sure I could beat up Spiderman. I've just never had to. Current Music: The Who - Eminence Front (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 10th, 2008
7:11 pm	What Happens People Mistakenly Text Me 12:04am 7/5/08 3194152253: This is sarah. Come back out here! I need you. 12:06am 7/5/08 (me): Where you at? 12:06am 7/5/08 3194152253: Kyles camper. We got the fire going 12:08am 7/5/08 (me): What's in it for me? 12:08am 7/5/08 3194152253: You get to talk to me silly! 12:09am 7/5/08 (me): And...? 12:09am 7/5/08 3194152253: Anndd.. You could start kyle on fire..? 12:12am 7/5/08 (me): There are girls here...but not as hot as you... 12:13am 7/5/08 3194152253: Oh i thought you were just sitting at kyles house.. 12:14am 7/5/08 (me): I left cuz it was lame. 12:16am 7/5/08 (me): You got a ride? We can meet back up. 12:17am 7/5/08 3194152253: Ryan would pry be mad that im leaving him cause hes a douche.. 12:20am 7/5/08 (me): Ryan been a dick all week. He's been making out with that one bitch constantly. 12:26am 7/5/08 3194152253: Who has he been making out with Incoming Call 1 Name unknown 3194152253 12:26am 7/5/08 00:00:01 12:27am 7/5/08 (me): Why'd you call? 12:27am 7/5/08 3194152253: Ryan did that. But who has he been making out with. 12:28am 7/5/08 (me): I don't remember her name. That blond chick you met the other day. 12:30am 7/5/08 3194152253: Ohh yeah i know who your talking about. Omg im gona beat her ass. You with me? 12:32am 7/5/08 (me): Bitch has it coming and Ryan to. 12:32am 7/5/08 3194152253: I know theyre both gona die.. So what are doing 12:34am 7/5/08 (me): You wanna come meet up? Cuz fuck them. 12:34am 7/5/08 3194151883: Y the fuck would u say that ive been cheatin on her faggit 12:35am 7/5/08 (me): Fuck you. You have. 12:35am 7/5/08 3194152253: I just got into a fight with him.. He might text you so sorry. 12:37am 7/5/08 (me): He already did. He's a lying asshole. Incoming Call 2 Name unknown 3194151883 12:38am 7/5/08 00:00:01 Incoming Call 3 Name unknown 3194151883 12:38am 7/5/08 00:00:01 Incoming Call 4 Name unknown 3194151883 12:39am 7/5/08 00:00:08 Incoming Call 5 Name unknown 3194151883 12:39am 7/5/08 00:12:52 Current Music: Korn - Hollow Life (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 5th, 2007
12:31 am	Friends? Create your own Friend Test here Current Music: Blur - Theme from Retro (2 Comments |Comment on this)